Confused and Wanting to Re-focus

I realize I have not blogged on here FOREVER.  How many blog posts across the internet start out this way? An absolute ton from what I can see and imagine.

The past 12 months have included a lot of great successes for me.  About 10 months ago, I had become a member of Weight Watchers and was having success and tremendous kinship with and about it with my dear friend, K.  Then I ate healthy and was very active in the summer even though WW fell by the wayside.  In the fall, I registered for a Booty Boot Fitness Camp and while it had moments when it seriously kicked my butt, I also had moments of tremendous pride thinking wow, this is getting easier.  I joined a gym and had several sessions with a personal trainer and set some goals and went somewhat consistently to the gym from November to the end of January 2011.  February arrived and I got to the gym a couple times before heading to Florida on the 10th.  Three weeks of vacationing and indulging with a lot of walking in there too.  This pretty much brings us to now.  I have been home for a month and I had a bad chest infection for several weeks and a lot of dizziness and wooziness as well as some nausea.  I have a doctor's appt for all that as well as Chiro for my back which is quite unhappy.

Meanwhile, my dear friend, K, is currently a walking fiend.  She is doing PHENOMENALLY walking lengthy powerwalks, going to the gym and seeing a personal trainer.  She is definitely inspirational.  I want her energy, passion and enthusiasm to spill over onto me.