Am I Speechless?

wow... I feel like you have rendered me speechless (or should I say type-less?). wow.... wow... seems like the most I can say.

I am full of so much I want to say to you. You are incredible. Karen would be so proud too! I know that for certain! Un-FUCKING-believable!!! Kathleen, I must tell you something, you my dear are growing up! And maybe I am too.

Our little freaking Weight Watcher blog is morphing into what it also needs to be. An outpouring of emotion and a cleansing of all the shit that piled up with the pounds or led to the pounds ---- you know what I mean.

why the hell am I sitting here craving fucking Oreos & milk now? thanks a friggin' heap babe! ;)

WHAT I ADMIRE ABOUT KAFFI

• Kaffi loves her kids with lioness verocity.
• Kaffi believes in fairy tale endings.... she may say on occassions she doesn't but she does and I know it and share it.
• Kaffi believes with her entire being in our Lord and doesn't not hesitate to journey far and long to further her relationship and others with him
• Kaffi is dedicated to the clients that she serves at work and will give 150% at work

WHAT I WANT TO KICK KAFFI'S ASS ABOUT

• Kaffi has walls and I want her to fucking kick them down, she is a wondrous person and people deserve to know her and people need to get in to do so and guess what, she can get to know them too
• Kaffi should have called me instead of Ward.
• Kaffi needs to change her fucking voice mail. I hate it!!! It is not Kaffi. It is some woman named Kathleen and she is not my friend. Kaffi is. Professional voices are for work phones. If I call and don't reach my friend, the last thing I want to hear is her gorgeous cultured cool professional voice, I want to AT THE VERY LEAST hear the person I love who is warm and funny and loveable.

I love you with my entire heart. I believe that we will do this Kaff! We will not only lose the weight but we will grow up and shed the skins / walls and scars with our metamorphosis.

I am soooooo incredibly proud of you. Part of me is happy you did not call... because you did it all on your own. You felt it all, you dealt with it all, and you learned from it and you soared babe!!! In the same circumstances, I hope I have the courage and conviction to do the same.

love you!

xoxo

H